sometimes i get tired of what i face at work and yet i know everyday i learn how to be better at workz.... is interesting, challenging... painful. becos no matter what happens, u have to accept that my best is not good enough.
this lack of motivation, yet i want to be better.

at the same time, my sch is on going. fren who i tot knew me, end up doin the unthinkable, makes me wonder is there smth wrong w me?

My playboy fragrance from ah yee. indeed she knows me better than i do. i was like the smell nice meh? but she was saying is nice and after trying yes i do like it. haha. xie xie ni. playboy has always given me strength. and i need every bit of it. this yr has started badly for me but i want to be a positive loti, days will gt better! see i just receive my strength power! hee=)

so 2013 begins... this yr nth special. but still it is a good start with fireworks! i jope it brings me lots of luck in terms of love, career and financial luck! wahaha! greedy me! 2013 here we go~

Tried the purple snack. very niceee!!!!
Anyway is new yr soon. me still no plans to go anywhere yet... =(

it has been a good yr in 2012 i gt my dip, gt in my degree course in kaplan and managed to clear 1 module! i got a better job and i have friends who love me. not forgetting my family, yes i count my blessings! but... 2013 will gt better?

2013 will gt better if i can make more $! be on good terms w all my colleagues, external colleagues and all!
successful grad in nov!
go for my graduation trip! so besides bkk in jan there is another trip to look forward to!!
more friends that love me, and yes a bf!
yess a bf!! to be loved and beloved!
i know all this will come true because i believe it will. yes most importantly i wanna be a more positive loti!!! hee!

If you've ever had a tooth removed or an injury or a surgery of some kind, you may have been prescribed a painkiller. A painkiller does not eliminate pain, it just removes your ability to feel the pain. It fools your body into believing it is healed, and there is no pain. But once you stop taking the painkiller, you will feel the pain again until your wound is healed. You may be placating yourself about a recent heartache with some indulgence. But if that indulgence isn't a healthy one, you will only make the problem worse. Feel the pain, and then you can move beyond it. Your life is on the upswing, so look forward with happiness.

nicely said by my horoscope today. i said this painkiller thing to my colleagues last week before this appears. lol.

and yes life did seems to get better... in a way i guess. but sometimes it may all seems to be just like bubble, gone instantly...

Love the JB trip We went. had the rose latte w cute cartoon character!!!

so wanna go back there again.
bought cosmetics too.

work is all well. =)
thank God for indeed I know I am blessed.
so looking forward to Xmas!
and is less than a yr before i grad since i will grad oct end next yr! please be good to me UCD!

super love this tatto leggings.

on a side note, the yr is going to end. yes i think i am a blessed girl. the yr could have been better, so 2013 i guess i am ready for u. you will be better cos things just cant gt worse...

and somehow this song keep ringing in my head..

只是我一个人，一个人不可能多快乐我承认。「DingTang 一个人」

but i am on my own, and being on my own i admit i ain't going to be happy

happy birthday to all my sept babies friends! this yr is indeed a memorable birthday. what was planned didnt went as well, what was arranged last min went oh well fine, so that kinda make up for it?
maybe when expectations dont meet is what happen, but when there are no expectations, even a tiny weeny bit is good enough.

next yr i hope i can be overseas, i hope my life gets more bz so i wont have time to be the emo loti, the there she goes again, yes i totally understand. oh and i realise i dont have to try i am indeed bz bz bz!